Praise God for guiding me in the past year!
在我的心里真的是有很多的感谢,想把这些感谢统统献给我们这位可爱的父神..更想谢谢他帮助我学习到最最重要的两样东西, 就是谦卑顺服 和 完全信靠!
I am grateful for so many things He taught me especially obedience and trusting in Him.
我从初中的时候就随外婆和妈妈去教会,可是那个时候我完全是图新鲜. 星期天做礼拜的时候,也是想跟去的时候去,不去的时候就呆在家或者是做别的事情.有时候也是有困难的时候才知道”求” 神. 可以说没把神完全放在心里. 后来到了澳洲，由于语言, 生活上出现的差异,我不能像别人那样很快融入当地生活,很是烦恼，在这时又想到曾经帮助过我的主.在那一刻很是渴慕他,接受了神的呼招。
I started going to church since a young age with my mum and grand-mum, but I was only attracted by the programs. Later on I did not continue constantly going to church, and most of the time even forgot about Him. After I came to Australia, I became depressed as I encountered the difficulty of the language. And it was at that time when I came back to God.
我想主早就知道我是个内心叛逆又倔强的孩子.感受着主的爱的同时,又想尽办法逃离主的“控制”. 想想我那时的做法真的很愧对神. 撒旦知道我很重视我的学习成绩,我又极度渴望着我能得个好成绩, 好向爸爸妈妈交待, 所以有的时候我就对自己说, 看书的效率那么低, 就多利用星期六, 天多看会书吧. 可是我的成绩也没有预计的好。因为挂科,心情更糟,反而埋怨上帝为什么我不听我的祷告,上帝都不看顾我? 心中自以为是, 真是愚昧! 可是这种奇怪的想法却让撒旦的诡计得逞, 让我越来越想逃离神拒绝神。当连续两次挂科后,我收到了学校的警告信. 那时我很是想不通，我觉得我已经尽力了,可是我没法掌控我的成绩, 我感到无奈,也很无助. 觉得人的力量是那么的渺小,不是所有的事情依靠自己的力量就可以搞定的!人能力的尽头,是神大能的开始！主在这个时候派来了牧师,开导我,帮助我解决了问题. 让我又感到上帝的爱.我感到主还是像以前那么的爱我. 感谢主没有因为我的倔强而放弃我. 而是高高兴兴地重新接受我!感谢主让我在这其中学到了要敬畏耶和华,做到完全的谦卑顺服.
I believe He knows that I am such a disobedient child, who wants His love and care but not to follow His rules. Now I feel so guilty about my previous behavior. I care for my academic marks very much, and I always took Saturdays and Sundays to study instead of going to church. Yet my study did not turn out good because of it. I was blaming God for my failed subjects, wondering why he did not help me or listen to my prayers. Satan took the chance and dragged me far away from God. After I failed the subject twice and I received a warning from the Uni, God sent Rev. Chiang to help me when I felt helpless. He encouraged me and helped me to solve the problem. Since then I started to feel that God is still around me, loving me and caring for me. He never abandon me because of my disobedience, and He always accepts me as who I am. I thank God that I have learned to humble myself and obey Him.
是的, 耶和华是我的避难所,是我的力量, 是我的盾牌!我在急难中求告耶和华, 他就应许我, 把握安置在宽阔之地. 有耶和华帮助我, 我必补惧怕, 人能把握怎么样呢诗篇(118: 5-6)? 是的, 人不能得,在神凡事都能! 通过学习的这件事情,真是让我学到要专心依靠耶和华! 感谢神, 让我顺利地拿到了毕业证！诗篇91: 14-15: 神说: 因为他专心爱我,我就要搭救他; 因为它知道我的名, 我要 把他安置在高处. 他若求告我,我就应许他, 他在急难中,我要与他同在. 我要搭救他, 使他尊贵. 感谢主的全知和眷顾!
In Psalms118:5-6, it says “In my anguish I cried to the LORD, and He answered by setting me free. The LORD is with me; I will not be afraid. What can man do to me?” In God everything is possible. I praise God that by His grace I have graduated successfully! In Psalms 91:14-15, it God says, “Because he loves me, I will rescue him; I will protect him, for he acknowledges my Name. He will call upon me, and I will answer him; I will be with him in trouble, I will deliver him and honor him.” Thank God for His faithfulness!
当然,神不只只帮助我完成了学业,也改变了我的性格,由以前的消极变得更加积极,坏脾气也稍稍改变.我很期待接下来的日子,神要怎样的带领我,无论是在侍奉,还是工作,生活上.希望在以后的日子里,主能熬炼我的心思意念 ,能让我变得更加像主, 做主的精兵,帮助那些还没接受主的朋友们信主..
God has not only helped me to accomplish my degree, he has also changed my attitude, helping me to become more positive. I expect for more changes which are going to take place in the future, helping me to be guided by Him, and making me more like Him. I would love to help more people to know God and bring them back to God.
Glory to our Lord Jesus Christ!